Yeah, we were. It hasn’t really set in that he’s gone, and it most likely won’t until I go back for the memorial. Right now I’m just in an uncomfortable state of neither sadness or anger. More than anything I am just wanting my mom home. She left to visit him early Sunday morning and meant to come home yesterday, but obviously some things changed. It’s the worst feeling in the world hearing her cry over the phone and not being able to be there for her. I know she is with all her siblings and her mother and step-mother, but what she really needs is my sister and I and neither of those are possible now.
I guess what I’m saying is yes, I was extremely close to my papa and I miss him more than I can begin to comprehend.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~idk~~~~ PSA I AM HOLDING AUDITIONS OKAY U GOTTA BE ABLE TO TAKE 30 SHOTS IN 30 SECONDS AND BE OKAY WITH TONY HAWK
i want a big bath and some mac demarco and some whiskey and maybe some bodies but mainly whiskey